It seems that I need motivation. Motivation to run, workout, eat right, play music, and get into photography. All things that I enjoy, all things that I probably should be doing. Why? I don't get it I shouldn't need any kind of motivation to do things that I really like??!? It's a weird thing to me. I have always been like that too, now that I think about it. I have always thought that I was naturally lazy, and is the reason for this. Am I? Maybe. Now I know that I can do things if I set myself to do them. I mean I think that I am hard worker and that I am good at doing some things. I have proof of this, I just find it hard to actually do things.
Here we are in September, but a lot of the things that I told myself I would do when the new year rolled around have gone virtually skipped over without a thought. I want to change this. I want to try my best to take advantage of what is left of 2015. Can I do this? WILL I DO THIS?!? I can't answer this. I know that it is all up to me.
So for now, I try to plan out just how I can get this done. I have some ideas, just have to try it out and see what I can do. Hopefully I follow through with this and will have positive updates soon? Wish me luck.....
